I did not sleep well tonight. The whole day was lazy, or to say better, I only did things on my checklist. I did not have the energy to go the extra mile, nor the focus.
Anyways, I had calls with several people, some of them were propositions for working together. Some were OK, some good and one was great. Sadly the "great one" went against me. I remembered my internal list of -"who are you not" (I should probably put it on paper, for even better self-understanding). I asked the questions; it was clear - I wrote a rejection letter.
I try to be me, choose me, and I did.